Friday, May 25, 2007

can't see past her scarlet letter, and we've never even met her

i'm feeling 'life' creep up on me faster than it ever has. i'm a little overhwhelmed, to be honest. i've realized recently that pretty soon i'm gonna have to start making grown-up decisions, and i don't know if i'm ready to. mine and ben's relationship has become something that i'm beginning to think might be the real thing, and we're going to have to start planning our lives to be grown ups together. ben will be a licensed student pastor by february, and by then we'll only have two semesters of college left. then he'll have grad school in atlanta, and i'll be becoming a teacher. as soon as i graduate, my little sister will be starting her senior year in highschool.

all this and i can't even drive a car, i don't have any money, i've only worked in retail, and i can't make pancakes.

i'm twenty years old. i never, in my whole life, thought i would be twenty years old.
good god.

what am i going to do?

<3gen

3 comments:

Ryan Cooper said...

You can start by having an awesome year in college next year! It'll be over before you know it!

I can't wait! Get me outta' the Gump!

chimera said...

You're gonna do what you do best. You're gonna be GenGen, and twirl and spin and ponder and giggle your way through. And you're gonna come out on the other side SO spectacularly we'll all need shades!

<3U!

Unknown said...

You know I can't make pancakes either?